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[Feb. 9th, 2006|07:31 pm] |
basically, it was time for a change.
im ready to live behind a lot of crap that happened during my livejournal career.
plus, i think im halfway insane.
so i switched back to xanga.
im a loser.
im a nerd.
im a moron.
i knowww.
just bear with me.
www.xanga.com/drunkenbalance |
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[Feb. 8th, 2006|11:56 am] |
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..and I don't understand how everyone goes on breathing when true love ends. |
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[Feb. 7th, 2006|03:11 pm] |
sometimes i just need to forget.
What would you do if someone called you a sluuut?: i'd be pretty surprised. and id probably just walk away.
Have you ever electrocuted yourself?: a little bit. jill and i were like taking sticks and sticking them on the electrical fence. why, im not sure.
At about what age do you think people get really boring?: 35.
Would you ever consider getting pregnant at 16?: no. no. no. no. no. no.
Are you wonderful?: i wish.
Do you know anybody with purple hair?: no, i dont.
Are there any normal people in this world?: yeahhh. i guess so.
Did your mom ever drop you on your head when you were a baby?: actually, one time i did roll off of a bed.
What makes hair grow?: some vitamin.
Do you enjoy singing 100 bottles of beer on the wall?: only with katie and linds.
Have you ever smelled the rain?: i guess i didnt know i could.
Have you ever felt like the whole world was right?: yeah. once in a while, i have.
Have you ever seen true beauty?: definetly.
Have you ever felt that someone was more beautiful because of their flaws?: i only wish that were some sort of standard.
Have you ever seen a grown man cry?: mhm.
Have you ever needed to be held?: no time like the present.
Have you ever made something you thought was great but no one else liked?: probably.
Have you ever splashed in puddles?: i find that disgusting actually.
Have you ever been really sick?: basically.
Have you ever made a snowman in your front yard?: last winter, i got really upset, and i went out and made two snowmen on our hill.
Have you ever known what it was like to love and be loved in return?: ohhhhhhhhhhhh god.
Have you ever known how good something was?: i really thought i did. but i take all of that for granted. hopefully, thats going to change.
Have you ever not known how good it was until it's gone?: mind reader.
Have you ever tried to write poetry but ended up throwing it away?: i write alooot of poetry. and yeah, most of it just sits in the notebook.
Have you ever seen something terribly sad happen right before your eyes?: my grandpas funeral.
Have you ever experienced true happiness?: for sure. i cant waittttt for that.
Have you ever wanted to just do things on impulse?: ask anyone. i suck at rational thinking.
Have you ever wanted to paint a picture?: Yeahh.
Have you ever wanted to just run?: 88904584390584908390 times.
Have you ever needed to get away?: riiiiiight now.
Have you ever wanted to be a kid again?: sure.
Have you ever lost a love?: Im not sure yet..
Have you ever tried to tell someone something but the words wouldn't come out?: constantly.
Have you ever walked down a country road with your friends?: mhm
Have you ever had a really good time with your best friends?: of courseeeee. i wish they'd come kidnap me and run away to like, topeka kansas.
Have you ever told them how much they mean to you?: alllll the time.
Have you ever told your parents you love them?: today.
Have you ever told someone else you love them?: bahhhh. yes.
Have you ever needed to just cry?: thiss is not a good time to ask that. hah.
Have you ever made a mistake, and become physically ill at the thought of it?: wow. wow. wow.
Are you ready to go?: sayonara.
i only wish that this really did get my mind off of it.
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[Feb. 4th, 2006|09:26 pm] |
It's weird.
Before these past few days, I hadn't realized that heartache is actually an ache.
I cannot wait for things to be okay again.
I don't even know what I want anymore.
I just want it to be okay. |
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[Feb. 3rd, 2006|08:33 am] |
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Basically,
things could not
get any worse. |
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[Jan. 29th, 2006|10:00 pm] |
| [ | i think i'm... |
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| [ | final lullabies |
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Heyyyyyy.
so friday nite i ended up getting to see ALL of partially, including mary, plus katie and carol plus michael carson and jimmy. quite the reunion, eh?
i ended the evening with comedic relief, my accomplice being katie dubya.
we basically were going to hug goodbye, and we lost our balance, and pretty much did a few somersaults down the bleachers.
it was a huge hit with the audience.
they all clapped and cheered like lunatics. hahaha.. im jealous that i didnt get to view the catastrophe. butttt i walked away with like 2 gigantic bruises, one on my hip and one on my kneee.
it was quite the time.
anyways, so that was my friday night.
saturday, i hung around the house, doing random things until michael and carson got here at like 6.
we watched a few episodes of the office on kellys laptop, then headed out to attoowwwnn.
the most boring place on the face of the universe.
we hit blockbuster, nada there.
then we went to target, i got some conditioner. and i tried to find a cd. but the music selection at target suckssssssssss big time. so we wandered around, then we finally left.
off to garfields for dinner. we had the most annoying waiter everrrrrr.
then to a second blockbuster, in hopes they wouldnt be out of EVERY SINGLE new release.
buttttttt of course, they were.
so we came back and ended up watching a lot like love.
i was incredibly distracted for different reasons, but mainly i found it to be a really awkward movie.
plus i hate ashton kutcher.
pretty successful saturdayyy. ♥ ♥ ♥
today just sucked, to put it plainly.
tomorrow will suck, to put it plainly.
tuesday will suck even more, to put it plainly.
and wednesday...ay yi yi. if fate allows, it will not suck, to put it plainly. haha..
i have a bajillion things on my mind i could write about.
but.
i really dont feel like it.
i just want to be content about things.
and going into all the things that make me want to screammmm will probably not bring good results.
so.
i will goooooo.
night.
you're the only thing that i love,
scares me more every day.. |
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[Jan. 26th, 2006|02:31 pm] |
yoooooooo.
so yesterday the debate class went and sat in on a court hearing at the new castle justice center.
butttttttt i spent most of the 4 hours just talking to michael carson and tyler.
since we only heard like 15 minutes of the actual court case and the rest was the jury deliberating, and us alone in the court room.
finally, we gave up and left at like 4.
then i came home and ate dinner and went to church.
and katie and carooooo came.
so that was fabbbb.
today ive been home alone all day.
i got buttttloads of school done.
and now i want to do something funnnnnnnnn.
i cant wait one more day.
hook a sista up, yo.
gahhhh.
im going crazy right now.
i wantttttttttttttttttttttttt.
big time.
hmmm.
okay.
well.
cheers.
too deep now to e v e r swim against the current,
so let me slip away. ♥ |
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[Jan. 24th, 2006|06:26 pm] |
Hola.
hmmmmmmmm.
this past weekend was whateverrrr.
sunday was church, and an insane amount of tv.
sunday nite i spent watching arrested development with michael and carson at the ponce household.
which was fun. obviously.
yesterday i had shakespeare,
then i spent some time with M.lizz.karrrrrr. of whom i love.
today was biology. which suckedddddd. beyond wordssss.
my mom and i were gonna go get our Y passes, but after dropping andy off, we didnt have enough time before my mom had to be back for work..so we moved that plan till tomorrow, but now instead of normal 1-2:30 debate class, it's sitting in on a court case from 12:30 to 4:30. soooo no Y passes tomorrow either. isnt life swell.
i just got off the phone with michael.
and i am currently watching 30 minute meals.
my atown crew ditched me for a game in kokomo.
hahaha.
just kidding.
i tried to go. but i couldnt. shockerrrrrrr.
this weekend should make up for it though, i hope.
game on friday with the atown crew.
and hopeeefully castleton on saturday with kellymichaelcarson. yyyayyy.
as for tomorrow, it shall suck.
thursday as well.
i gotta go do something.
survey time when i returnnnn.
mwahaahahaha.
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told you i'd be back with a lame survey.
i cannot tell a lie.
LUCKY NUMBER SEVEN.
Name seven articles of clothing you're wearing right now.
1. sweatpants
2. old VBS tshirt with a huge message from linds written on it..haha.
3. socks
4. hair tie.
5. sweatshirt
6. ...
7. fa la laaa.
Name seven cds that you own.
1. copeland.
2. ZEPHYRRR.
3. chilis.
4. jack johnson.
5. straylight run.
6. weezerrrrr.
7. eagles.
Name seven goals you have in life.
1. move to california.
2. be happy.
3. skydive.
4. travel the world.
5. move to california.
6. live right on the beach.
7. make a difference, big or small.
Name seven accomplishments you made.. TODAY.
1. i didnt kill myself in biology.
2. i was nice to someone i hate.
3. i ate fruit.
4. i ran on the treadmill.
5. i hugged my mom.
6. i watched an episode of gilmore girls i really wanted to see.
7. i talked to my faveeeee.
Name seven regrets you had.. TODAY.
1. i didnt say something when i wish i had.
2. i didnt get to get my pass for the Y.
3. i was asleep on the couch when the cable guy walked upstairs with my dad.
4. i didnt get to make a picture for my wall.
5. i went another day without seeing my atown crewwww.
6. i muttered under my breath.
7. i didnt call my sister.
Name seven of your favorite celebrities.
1. steve carrell.
2. rainn wilson.
3. will ferrell.
4. jon stewart.
5. mo rocca.
6. jess from gilmore girls.
7. chris carabba.
Name seven of your favorite colors.
1. brown
2. white
3. black
4. pink
5. grey
6. champagne.
7. green.
Name seven things that a special someone could do to win your heart.
1. letters.
2. understand what i mean.
3. have a sense of humor.
4. smile.
5. talk about important things. not just the weather.
6. make honest statements.
7. and lastly...well. we wont go into that.
Name seven songs that you love.
1. peace- weezer
2. road trippin'- chilis
3. hotel california- eagles
4. over my head- the fray
5. know your onion!- the shins
6. kite- copeland
7. do you remember- jack johnson
Name seven ideas or statements that you just can't understand.
1. anything that 50 cent or charo says.
2. math.
3. people who are obsessed with themselves.
4. why teenagers seem to be such retards.
5. why im not trusted.
6. people who claim to like things or believe things that they really dont.
7. "ignorance is bliss."
Name seven people who you believe do not deserve their fame.
1. jessica simpson
2. william hung
3. kevin federline.
4. tyra banks
5. iman.
6. charlie rose.
7. hilary duff
Name seven bands that you'd recommend for others to listen to (songs are optional).
1. CHILIS
2. weezer
3. postal service
4. coldplay
5. cartel.
6. panic! at the disco
7. johnny cash.
Name seven things you do when you're upset.
1. scream.
2. talk to myself.
3. walk around aimlessly.
4. play pool.
5. listen to music.
6. watch tv.
7. draw.
Name seven items likely to appear on your holiday wishlist.
1. cds.
2. money
3. stuff for my room.
4. ipod
5. dvds
6. money
7. camera.
Name seven faults in your personality.
1. moody.
2. sarcastic.
3. cynical beyond belief.
4. insensitive.
5. brutally honest.
6. uncompassionate.
7. baddd temper.
Name seven highlights in your personality.
1. honest.
2. trustworthy.
3. id do anything for the people i love.
4. ambitious.
5. spontaneous.
6. funny.
7. loyal.
Name seven words/phrases that people use to describe you the WRONG way.
1. shy.
2. rude.
3. exclusive.
4. heartless.
5. irresponsible.
6. emotional.
7. confusing.
Name seven things that you want to have by adulthood.
1. a place in california.
2. my friends.
3. a cool job.
4. a sidekick.
5. happiness.
6. love.
7. love.
Name seven careers that you have considered.
1. chef.
2. photographer.
3. musician, who doesnt.
4. interior designer.
5. caterer
6. artist.
7. psychiatrist.
Name seven mental characteristics you posess.
1. i think way too much.
2. i daydream constantly.
3. im not a rational thinker.
4. i dont think about other peoples needs usually.
5. i don't think before i act.
6. i'm paranoid.
7. im insanely jealous.
Name seven wishes that you would like to have granted.
1. an amazing house in california
2. and unlimited amount of money. to because i want to be rich, but so i can just live life and be happy without having to worry about it.
3. happiness.
4. love.
5. unlimited wishes.
6. cure for cancer, aids, etc.
7. my grandpa to be back.
Name seven of your nearest and dearest friends.
1. michael
2. carson
3. jimmy
4. katie
5. linds
6. katie
7. caro.
ONLY 7?!?!?!!?!? ahh. that kills me.
Name seven things that you'd like everyone to know about you.
1. i cant wait to graduate.
2. im in loooooooove.
3. my friends mean more to me than anything.
4. im craving volleyball.
5. chinese food+tv are a surefire way to make me happy.
6. i have this weird fetish with gossip magazines.
7. im glad to have jesus christ.
the endddddddddd.
have a good one kiddos. |
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[Jan. 20th, 2006|03:17 pm] |
| [ | i think i'm... |
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| [ | final lullabies |
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Heyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
I haven't done much since I last wrote. Besides fume over the given subject. Haha..and you know whats funny, the other people in the situation act like nothings wrong. But I guess I shouldn't expect anything else.
I'm ready to forget about it. I'm not sure about the forgiving part. But the forgetting is definetly coming.
Anyways, these past two weeks have been two of the longest in my life, but oddly enough, in a way, they've been reallllly good. I've had alot of time to prioritize.
And I realized.
1/My friends are the grIZeatesttttttt.
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2/ so are y o u. |
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[Jan. 16th, 2006|04:23 pm] |
I find it ironic that it seems like people know exactly when to bring things up,
at a time when I am already at my wit's end.
The volleyball situation resurfaced today.
I needed to keep on forgetting about that.
Because let me tell you whaaaaaaat, it makes me mad.
The intentions were good, I'm sure. But.
But.
The things I wrote, they were all true. I had responsibility in the situation, I know that, I owned up to that. But all responsibility? Not even CLOSE.
At all.
I was screwed over.
Big time.
And it reallllllllllly upsets me to get a reply saying "We accept your apology, and you're forgiven." AKA, out of the KINDNESS of our hearts, we will choose to forgive you for the ways you have wronged us, since we are saints and capable of forgiving your terrible actions.
I WANT TO HEAR "We accept your apology, and we apologize for our part in it as well."
Because YOU HAD A PART IN IT.
Whether you want to believe it or not.
I just cannot BELIEVE that all blame has been dumped on me. ME. ME. ME.
Like I said, I compeletely own up to the fact that my attitude this season, it sucked. I'll put it plainly. My attitude was awful.
But. That attitude had EVERYTHING to do with myself, and the way the entire team was playing, and when WE failed, and NOTHING to do with one particular person. Though that doesn't make it right, that makes my apology almost seem ludacris, and I wish I had known to rephrase my apology as giving it out to the entire team, an apology for my part in the attitude problem that sort of came up during the season.
Because really, that is what it comes down to.
I chose to direct my apology to a few specific people, because of their reactions to the season and me.
No one, probably besides me, will ever know every single little sub-story and dramatic happening and stupid rumor and retarded bits of authority that went on last season.
And I hate knowing that, no matter what, no matter of apologies I gave out, no matter of explaining and clarifying, no matter of righting the wrongs, I'll always come out looking like the problem for all the crap that went down.
I had a bad attitude in the 2005 season of volleyball.
End of story.
I did not mooch of off a coaches favoritism, I did not cut into anyone else's playing time- I played because I deserved to-, I did not manipulate the situation so that the people I liked were the ones playing and the ones I didn't like became benchwarmers, and lastly, I DID NOT take advantage of the certain amount of power I had in different circumstances.
I swear, I almost wish I could go back and take advantage of alllllll the different things that I could have. But you know what. I didn't. I didn't. I didn't. I didn't.
Because I DON'T CARE ABOUT ALL THAT.
I like volleyball.
I like playing volleyball.
And the fact that my entire season was one big melting pot of emotions and drama SUCKS.
And I'm sick of hearing about why it's my fault.
I took responsibility for my actions.
WHY DON'T YOU FOLLOW MY LEAD, EH? |
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[Jan. 15th, 2006|08:47 pm] |
| [ | i think i'm... |
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| [ | final lullabies |
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hmm..
today was a bit of a step up.
the posse brightened the horizons.
though tonite was, as jimmy would say, not rad.
hahah..
annnnnnyways,
today consisted of church, the colts game, americas next top model marathon, gilmore girls, animal crackers, and coffee.
yayrah.
ughhh.
i really really really really really really dont want to go to shakespeare tomorrow.
oh crap,
speaking of which, i have lines to memorize.. gahh..
whatev.
nite.
im gonna love you more than anyone,
im gonna hold you closer than before.. |
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[Jan. 14th, 2006|01:33 pm] |
It's my fault.
It's all my fault.
I would give anything to rewind time right now.
Sometimes I don't realize that I do know what I'm supposed to do.
I know it all so very well.
I know when to say things, how to ask things, when to bring certain things up, when to NOT bring them up.. I've got it down to a fine art.
Yet time and time again, I do exactly what I know is going to screw me over.
Every single time, I swear I'll remember how much I hate what happens.
But I rationalize everything in my head.. and I can't do that anymore.
I always had the idea in my head that working AROUND rules, working AROUND standards, working AROUND everything was how it was supposed to work. Something comes up, you find the best way to deal with it.
There is no dealing.
There's black and white.
I hate rules, and I hate not being able to make my own decisions, in every single aspect of my life. I want control. I want what I want, when I want it. Obviously. I don't think there's anyone who doesn't.
The funny thing is, I actually convince myself that I can actually attain that right now.
Sometimes I realllllly can't stand myself.
Really really really.
I wish I could fall asleep and not wake up for a couple weeks.
Maybe I'd knock some sense into myself.
And to top it all off,
I'm positive, absolutely positive that everythings going to fall through.
I cannnnnnnnn't compete.
Won't actually.
I hate the thought of slowly fading out.
I'm overreacting, I know.
But I don't care.
These past few days have been absolute hell.
And you know why?
Because of me. |
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[Jan. 13th, 2006|03:08 pm] |
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We are always getting ready to live...
...but never living. |
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[Jan. 11th, 2006|09:52 pm] |
Ay yi yi.
i am in a crap mood.
a crap crap mood.
and it probably doesnt help that its that time of month.
im going to bed. |
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[Jan. 10th, 2006|04:06 pm] |
| [ | i think i'm... |
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| [ | final lullabies |
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i hate tuesdays.
immensly.
tomorrow i have debate..
i just realized that i have class monday, tuesday and wednesdays this semester.
im kind of glad its all at the beginning of the week.
i cant wait for this semester to be over.
and its only just begun.
literally.
ughh.
today my head hurts.
and im tired.
and im bored.
and annoyed with myself.
and annoyed with other people.
and bored.
so bye.
my one ray of hope.....
........ A NEW GILMORE GIRLS TONITE.
YAYRAHSISBOOMBAHROCKAROCKAROCKA!!!!!!!!!!
before we take a swing,
i wonder,
what are we fighting for?? |
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[Jan. 9th, 2006|10:05 am] |
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Ughh.. why cant i ever just do what i want to do.
sometimes i really cant stand myself.
someone needs to slap me in the face. so i realize what i even have. and stop treating it like chop suey.
oh.heres some pictures i took about 6 boring hours into our trip home from south carolina. t
hey're all of city lights and headlights. just to warn you.
i like them. they make me think of LA.
i love the continuous road line in this one, mixed with all the squiggly lights.
a car kind of got in the way. but it turned out.
i like the taxi in this one.
i like the V lights.
i love love love love love this one.
peace out humphrey.
i like the sky in this one.
personal appearance.
this one is my absolute favorite. the signs are on fiahhhhh.
fa la laaa.
i like the lines in this one. its all aligned.
reminds me of bejing.
a sign, i guess. i dont really know what that is.
and to end, my other favorite. notice the "nothin is better than chikin. eat mor chikin" sign.
my brother has all the other pictures on his camera.
maybe someday ill get them.
but right now.
i wish i could go back a change a few things. |
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[Jan. 7th, 2006|10:22 am] |
| [ | i think i'm... |
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| [ | final lullabies |
| | weezer | ] |
so.
im back.
the prodigal has returned.
south carolina was..alright.
it was rather chilly.
that was probably the worst part about it.
plus there wasnt much to do.
we basically just hung around downtown.. it was pretty there, in an artsy sort of way. the houses were all enormous and historic, with alley gardens and wrought iron fences. and EVERYTHING was on waterfront.. even though it was wayyyy too cold to actually enjoy the beach.
one day, my mom, my dad, carey, and i went to an old navy station, where an aircraft carrier was stationed, one that was used in WWII. it was huuuuuuge and was all set up to walk through.. so we spent like 4 hours on that. it was actually pretty cool. but going to the fighter ship and submarine sort of set me over the edge. 7 hours of that. i kind of went insane I think.
but anyways, i guess it is always in my benefit to have time to be away. and think.
we had tons of downtime, so i had mucho time to do that.
its funny, i always had this idea of myself, that i was somehow immune from certain characteristics. ive always been the unemotional one in my family. i always knew that crap happened, and it didnt do any good to worry about things, because you just can't change some things. but lately, everythings different somehow.
instead of constantly taking everything in stride, everything means something.
i dont know.
i guess 16 hour car rides can do that to you.
so.
im ready for some partying.
whos in? |
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[Jan. 1st, 2006|12:11 am] |
happy '06 babies.
im leaving tomorrow.
love me.
miss me.
blahhhh.
bye.
=] |
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[Dec. 29th, 2005|04:12 pm] |
so. i saw the family stone on tuesday nite. with kelly chelsey michael and carson. it was sttttttupid. dont waste your money. just wanted to give that disclaimer.
yesterday, after i put a BAG on the christmas tree. yeah dont ask.. i sat around forever. i think i played 29 games of pool yesterday. that is a lot of pool. let me tell you what.
today i have done the same.
tonite im going shopping with kelly to get cds before we leave for vacation.
yeah.
vacation.
i am nottttt looking forward to it.
but i am excited about being somewhere else than indiana for awhile.
tomorrow morning i am getting my hair cut.
im nervous as CRAP.
if it turns out badly, im going to buy a hat while i am out and never take it off until it gets better.
literally.
then hopefully, ill find something to do tomorrow nite.
saturday is new years eve.
we got invited to the hulsizers.
but hopefully, after awhile, kelly chelsey michael carson and i are going to duck out and go somewhere else.
then sunday, the journey begins.
hmmmmmmmm. |
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[Dec. 27th, 2005|01:45 pm] |
hey bad mood!
welcome back.
i thought you had gone on a long journey, away from me.
but here you are again.
how exciting.
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WHO
who is your best friend? i always sort of wished i had ONE best friend. but i dont.
who do you like? izM.
who is your mom? linda
who owns your house? my parents.
who bought you the clothes your wearing? my mom i guess. i dont know.
who is at your house? im flying solo.
who loves you? well thats a crap question.
who said hey to you today? my mom. my dad. my sister. michael. euts. my other sister. my brother.
who are you talking to right now? Noone worth talking to is online, so im away.
WHAT
what town do you live in? Mtown.throwing it down.
what are your pet peeves? i have about 84thousandmillionzillion.
what are you wearing? sweatpants and hoodie. duhhhh. what else do i wear?
what do your teeth look like? teeth.
what are you doing in an hour? going to see the family stone.
what is your middle name? christin.
what is your deepest secret? it will remain my deepest secret.
what are you doing tomorrow? I really dont know.
what is in this for you? passing time.
what is your favorite thing(s)? i have lots.
what are you sitting on? a chair and a blanket.
WHERE
where are you at right now? dining room.
where were you at 12 noon today? watching "next"
where is your toothbrush at? in my room i think.
where do you sleep? my bed.
where do you live? my house.
where were you at at 7pm yesterday? on the way home from southern indiana I think.
where did you put your bookbag? bookbag? its christmas break.
where do you keep your socks? in my top drawer. and all over the closet floor. and under my bed. and all over my room really.
WHEN
when are you getting a job? as soon as i can. sistas running low on cash, yo.
when did you graduate? I will in 08.
when will you grow up? all the time.
when are you going to call your friend? right now.
when did you get home last night? early.. like 7 or something. i really dont remember.
when are you going to stop taking surveys? when i get something to do.
when was the last time you had a fruit smoothie? this morning.
when are you getting married? tomorrow.
WHY
why are you taking this? i have nothing else to do.
why do fools fall in love? they dont. people just like to make catchy songs.
why do you live where youre at? because i still have two years of highschool left to attend to.
HOW
how do you fix your hair? blowdry/straighten.
how many hours do you spend on the computer? probably too many.
how many TV shows do you watch? are you kidding me? more than i can count with every living persons hands.
how do you make sharpies? i dont know. i would like to know. i love sharpies. but they are so doggone expensive. a pack of like 6 for 13 dollars. thats sick.
how many sharpies do you own? 3.
how often do you say I love you? everytime i get the opportunity to say it and MEAN it. "iloveyou" is the most overused phrase on earth. so when i say it. i mean it. you should too.
IN YOUR DREAMS
if you could have 3 wishes what would they be? unlimited wishes, a huge house in california, and maturity.
if you were stranded on a desert island, what 1 thing would you bring? someone else.
do you ever daydream? alot.
do you make Christmas lists? i did this year.
believe in santa? No.
the easter bunny? No.
tooth fairy? No.
do you like your life most of the time? hm. i guess.
YOUR HOUSE
how many bedrooms- 4.
bathrooms- 2 1/2
rooms total- i dont want to count.
what other rooms are there? huh?
do you have a big yard? Yeah
lots of trees or wide open space? a zillion trees.
a pool? Yes.
do you have a shed? a tiny one.
a trampoline? No i wish.
is your basement a finished one? Yeah.
YOUR ROOM
what color are the walls? pink.
the carpet? wood floors.
the bed? white bedspread.
do you have any windows? yeah
how many? 1. i wish i didnt have any. i hate it. i thumbtack the blinds to the windowsill because i am always paranoid of someone watching me.
any posters on the walls? 3
a tv? YES.
a stereo? kind of.
a computer? no:(
do you have a walk in closet? kind of.
what size is your bed? twin.
what else about your room do you like? my swivel chair.
BAD HABITS
do you bite your nails?NO.
chew on your hair? NO.
talk fast when nervous? probably.
look down a lot? not down. i look around alot. i guess. haha..
forget your homework? forget to do it.
AIM
whats your aim screen name? annieharmonizes.
how many people are on your buddy list? 150 exactly. WHOA thats the amount of myspace friends i have too. wow.
who did you last IM? michael.
who last IMed you? michael.
who do you usually talk to online? katie linds katie lauren michael euts mary lisa jimmy carson.
whos online most often? i dont know..
are you on a lot? i guess.
WEIRD STUFF
can you roll your tounge? Yeah.
cross your toes? what the heck.
do a cartwheel? of course.
a split? nope.
blow bubble gum bubbles? Yeah.
play an intrument? mhm
sing? Yea.
what else can you do? make a three leaf clover with my tongue. BEAT THAT.
ANIMALS
do you have any pets? yeah.
what do you have and what are their names? dog-moe.
what's your favorite animal? i dont have one. i actually dont really like animals..at all.
do you have a lot of stuffed animals? no. only like 3.
do you like playing with your pet? sure i guess.
does your pet like you? derr.
YOUR FAMILY
what is your moms name? linda
dads name? john
do you have siblings? Yes.
how many, are they girls or boys, and what are their names? 3, boy-carey, girls-candice&kelly
do you fight with anyone in your family? not very much.
ALL ABOUT FRIENDS
who are your best friends? i have a few.
which friends do you see most often? lauren michael carson jimmy katie linds katie caro mary.
which friends do you wish you saw more often? the rest of them.
who talks the most? all of them i guess.
out of all your friends, which one is most like you? LINDS AND I SHARE a BRAINNNNN. hahah..
which friend paints her nails the most? me.
which friend is online the most? kaito.
who do you laugh with the most? allllllll of them.
are any of your friends bi? Nooooope.
whos friend's family are you the closest with? i dont really know.. i know alot of families.
who takes the most pictures? probably partially.
which friends take dance? None.
which friends are cheerleaders? well... i guess katie and caro USED to be.
which friend has the most brothers or sisters? lisa
do you like all your friends? Yeah.
who do you watch movies with the most? michael and carson
use the computer with the most? mary..haha
sing with the most? partiallllllllyyyyyy
are all your friends virgins? no.
are you? mhm
who is always honest with you? all of them, i hope.
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